M E I C O R E

2010-05-11T10:41:00.000-07:00

Total confusion running inside of my head. Even my life.

I did so many things that I should not done.

I still have a heart, I have the willing to get out of this mess.

I know I cant but there are many temptation in this cruel world, you know?

You can scratch FAMILY SCHOOL and FRIENDS from my "Happiness Factor" list.

At least I know I will always have someone.

Even every time I think about it my heart breaks.

Because this is also the thing i DO , but should not be done in my life.

Cant you see? This is a mess.

Even my only source of happiness does not belong to me!

2010-04-15T02:28:00.000-07:00

If you hear this, wherever you are, just know I need you here, I need you near me now

You were brighter than the pale white moon reflected in your eyes

So I guess it's no surprise, I can't forget you, no matter what I do

I will always carry you in my heart

You'll always be my shooting star...

Autumn days will fade away, but memories will always stay the same

I'm hoping you will never change,

don't ever change

I just need to slow down for a while, I'm missing your warm smile

And the way you used to say

“Stay with me until the daylight breaks, no matter what it takes
just say you'll stay”

2009-11-16T21:39:00.000-08:00

Reality

2009-11-16T21:11:00.000-08:00

Okay so here I am now, sitting in this small -fully loaded- internet cafe, with my friend, Helda.

Why am I here? In a school uniform, at 12.15 PM, wearing my friend Zetha's sandals, and being in the middle of a strange region i've never been before?

Its the world's oldest motive, MONEY.

Ah well, I supposed to get the money today, but now I have to wait, but he will send before 2 PM anyway.

Hmm, soooo I was jsut thinking. IM SUCH A BRAT.

Okay okay

I just uhm, Oh YEAH

Im now reading a novel by Sidney Sheldon (HE IS AWESOMATIC i freakin love the dude!)

The title is THE SKY IS FALLING. Its a very good novel, I TOOK it from the schools library this moning, I reached 50% of the novel. It is very intersting and kinda addictive.

:D

You know what would be perfect right now? A PIZZA

This tummy will no longer party because Im going to get it!

IM OUT

:)

2009-11-15T15:37:00.000-08:00

Okay, do you eever get in a point when you feel SO TOTALLY SICK with your boyfriend?

My friend told me that he is cheating on me, and I kinda believe it.
But I'd rather not to talk about it because, HEY, I DO NOT LOVE HIM.

Okay, so I watched this two movies tonight

Santa Buddies

Marley and Me

They are now officially my favorite movies.

Okay some days, I feel like, I don't belong in my house anymore, because, I don't know. It just I feel like, I am, uhm, unwanted..

Ill be gone soon, father dont worry about a thing now.

Soooooooo my band made two new songs, it means there will be 10 songs in our upcoming album...

2009-11-11T21:59:00.000-08:00

Ah

2009-11-11T21:41:00.000-08:00

Why on earth must my laptop charger fucking broke?

Why on earth must i SPENT my allowance that FAST?

Okay okay

so im at school now, its hot as heck, and everybodys so annoying
they dont do anything, just being themselves, but seriously, being themselves, is plain annoying

and the schedule of the day is i must collect my design homework and after that MAYBE my friends and my boyfriend will come to pick me up at school and then go to my house and then after that we going to visit my friend in jail. BUt i dont know f it will ever going to work because its going to rain and all...

well even if they wont pick me up, then i will go alone, because my friend said he wanted to talk to me about something important. i dont know what that is though,

oh yeah i am reminded to this fucking thing

a friend that i thought is a nice person is actually have a nasty ass grossie personality. The bitch hacked my faceboook account, and the bitch just got to wait because it will be

AVENGED SEVENFOLD

so she better prepare herself for that. i even told her boyfriend that ha ha get that bitch

actually, the thing that you guys really got to know about me is that

I HAVE A FUCK YOU ATTITUDE

i dont fucking care if you used to be my fucking bestfriend but then after that you talk shit about me, im not afraid to kick you right in the fucking asshole

ONCE A BITCH FOREVER A BITCH

especially you people GEEZ "HOLY" PEOPLE have a hellfucking mercy on a fucking sinner like me, dammit

You should all go and take a look at your reflection and see, how horribe you really are.

Ah shit i needs to MEDITATE myself. But im OUT OF ALLOWANCE.
I have to find money for Friday night, i (hopefully) am going to see a gigs out of town.
I have to ask for money from the people that borrowed from me... Hmmmm

Ah well. What else to say.
I have a web design competition tomorrow. I have to arrive at around fucking six .M what the hell? does that mean i have to blast off right at 5 am? geez.
AH well hope that everything will go well tomorrow... I really want to come to that gig.

And uhm, ah well if im not going anywhere with my friends and boyfriend today, ill probably just go to olivia's house to watch some dvd with my friend angel.

ah im out

2009-10-27T09:56:00.000-07:00

TODAY

MUST

BE

THE

WORSE

DAY

I

EVER

HAD

I Just Love Them :)

2009-10-26T01:13:00.000-07:00

Kate Faye Willing

She is my bestietietiee :D I just loves you and sometimes i think we belong togethers :D I want to move to your place! Ah no no your place sucks, mine too. so lets go somewhere we can wreck everything up! :D

You dont know how much you mean to me, whenever you down, you know that you can lean on me. No matter the situation girl I'm going to hold you down [:

Sharon Febe

YOURE MY BESTEST FRIEND :) Everyday is FUNNY with you. We laugh at almost EVERYthing :)

So I'll call you my best friend, through the good times and the bad ones, whether I lose or if I win i know one thing that never changes, and that's you as my friend! :)

Panos Neophytou

I just want you to remember that I love you not because youre cute or handsome or blaa blaa . I love your personality and it will never change [: We are going to meet one day and be room mates! I love you

When all hopes is gone, im here.. No matter how far you are, im near.. It makes no difference who you are... Im your angel [:

Tyrone Wertheim

I LOVE YOU <3 We should be together! You rocks my nights. I wants to be with youyouyou ]:

If you'll be my star, i'll be your sky, you can hide underneath me and come out at night, when I turn jet black, and you show off your light, I live to let you shine [:

Harries Auditya Hidayat

My cute cute friend ever <3 style="font-style: italic;">When the sun shines we'll shine together, told you i'll be here forever, said ill always be a friend, took an oath imma stick it out till the end

Sergio Osso

You know youre my bestfriend, and i know that i am your bestfriend, and it will always stay that way. Nothing can ever separate us. and age? FUCK IT theyre just numbers ;)

You were my strength when I was weak, You were my voice when I couldn't speak, You were my eyes when I couldn't see, You saw the best there was in me, Lifted me up when I couldn't reach, You gave me faith 'coz you believed, I'm everything I am Because you loved me

Dimas Valentino

We ROCK and we ROLL [:

Im torn between this life I lead and where I stand :(

Ade

I would wait forever [:

Fall on me, tell me everything you want me to be Forever its you, forever in me, ever the same

Call on me, and ill be there for you, and youll be there for me
Forever with you, forever in me

Ever the same

2009-10-25T23:04:00.000-07:00

Sepertinya gue udah kebiasaan main

MAIN MAIN MAIIIN mulu kerjaan gue,,,

Tapi gue udah minta libur dulu seminggu ini, soalnya ada Ujian Blok Dua heeeeeh

No kidding, i miss him so much :(

Gue pokoknya mesti ketemu dia hari ini!!
Tapi gue ga bakal tau mau ngomongin apaan aja...

Gue tau dia ngarepin temen temennya buat pada nengokin dia.
Tapi ape dia seneng ya kalo gue dateng?

Soalnya udah dua kali nih gue kesitu...

Sebenernya UNFAIR banget

pas I fall for him dia malah masuk sel iiih MALES

:'(

Malem malem itu gue udah pengen banget ketemu ama dia... sampe rela nyamperin ke lapak gue...
:(

Tapi kalo menurut gue sih, dia suka sama orang lain :'(

But i would wait for him forever :)

I love you.

xx

2009-10-25T20:49:00.000-07:00

[Listening to: Bring Me The Horizon - Chelsea Smile]

FINALLY ujian of the day is FINITO.

Jadi gini. The plan was supposed to be like this.

Gue ke warnet kan kemaren abis pulang dari rumah orang :P
Gue maen lima jem tuh. Rencananya abis pulang gue mau belajar Sosiologi, TIK ama sejarah. Udah niat banget deh

Tapi mengapa saat gue nyampe di rumah jadinya MALAY?

Trus malah jadinya gue dengerin lagu ampe sejeman
Trus gue berpikir untuk kerumah si pia mau minjem buku paket sejarah... Gue kesana deh, sekalian bawa laptop mau masukin poto poto gue.

Disana gue beli baso jadinya -__- trus malah ngobrol ngobrol ampe jam 10! Ga krasa banget!!

BUT DEEP INSIDE OF ME gue sadar mesti blajar juga, akhirnya gue pulang.
Pulang karena merasa panas dan badan lengket abis ga mandi seharian, gue mandi dulu deeeh....

Abis mandi gue nyuruh adek gue bikin kopi, biar ga ngatuk gituuu. Gue udah niat banget kan... -__-

GUE TERGODA MULU AMA INTERNET!!

Tapi akhirnya gue sampe di suatu titik dimana gue membaca pengantar sosiologi.

BARU BACA KIRA KIRA SEPULUH MENIT

Gue: (ngantuk) "Lip, lima menit kemudian bangunin gue..."

(Lima menit kemudian)

Lipni: "Mehhh udah lima menit tuuh"

Gue: "Ntar ahh"

KETERUSAN TIDUR!!!

bangun jam stengah dua. UDAH NGANTUK BANGET males banget blajar. Rencana jahat mulai muncul.. Gue udah planning besok mau ngebet aja.

Gue bilang lah ma lipni

"Lip, jam stengah lima bangunin gue," (rencananya gue mau bikin kebetan)

Pukul 4.30

Lipni: "mehh udah jam stngah lima"

Gue: "..."

Trus jam 5 bokap bangunin, buat doa pagi... ABis itu tidur lagi -__-

AKHIRNYA GUE GA BLAJAR SAMA SEKALI!
Kacauuu padahal pelajaran jurusan dua!!!

Akhirnya gue nulis kebetan di M01A
:P

Tapi entah mengapa i think im doing alright today Hahaha.

Semuanya bisa gue

Sosiologi :Kebetan made by She Mei
TIK: Kebetan made by Sharon
Sejarah: Kebetan made by tata.

[Listening to: Rob Thomas - Ever The Same]

:D

yeeee

(seneng lagi gue, bego dasar.)

Hmm besok ujiannya rada ringan, Agama, Bahasa Inggris, sama PenjasROKES
:D

Haha kalo dipikir pikir bener juga kata si Upi tadi..

Zaman sekarang mah, ke sekolah bukan nyari ilmu
Ke sekolah buat nyari nilai, lulus doang :P

Hmm pengen makan apel .__.

2009-10-25T02:50:00.000-07:00

This is for you A, Ifly

We were drawn from the weeds

We were brave like soldiers

Falling down under the pale moonlight

You were holding to me

Like a someone broken

And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart

Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

We would stand in the wind

We were free like water

Flowing down

Under the warmth of the sun

Now it's cold and we're scared

And we've both been shaken

Hey, look at us

Man, this doesn't need to be the end

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart

Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me

tell me everything you want me to be

Forever with you

Forever in me

Ever the same

Call on me

I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me

Forever it's you

Forever in me

Ever the same

You may need me there

To carry all your weight

But you're no burden I assure

You tide me over

With a warmth I'll not forget

But I can only give you love

I would sing this to you, forever. :)

Aaah

2009-10-25T02:26:00.000-07:00

Hoaaaahh gilaaa pusing gue!!

Oke oke besok UJIANBLOK2!

UB 1 gue = DISASTER, malah remed banyak gue ga ikut

Meaning: UB2 gue harus bagus...

Gue begadang aja ah belajar. Gokil besok ulangannya. Sosiologi, TIK, sama Sejarah. Hafalan semua... ! -_-

Aduh tiba tiba kok di pikiran gue sekarang kerang ijonya Mammi Presto di Sumur Batu sih??
Terakhir kali gue makan kerang ijo tuh waktu SD, dan menurut gue kerang ijo yang gue makan tuh sangat menJIJIKan

Well, trus gue diajak Fuad ma Valen makan disitu . Karena gue pikir ga bakal enak, gue beli dah tuh Sate Padang Pariaman deket situ juga. NYEEH ga enak. Kuahnya kekentelah diih

Trus gue makan kan, gue disuruh nyoba. ENYAK! Haha doyan gue! Enak banget ga boong gue.
Tapi gue ga suka kalo saos kecapnya itu dicampur sama nanas.
Mantep dah pokoknya gue jadi ngidam kan tuhh -__-

Sekarang gue lagi denger Ever The Same-nya Rob Thomas. Jadi inget masa masa SMP dehh :D
Lagunya so sweeet HAHA :D Musiknya itu lohh. :D

WOW akhir akhir ini gue lagi gila sama Chapter Fournya A7X sama Knives and Pensnya BVB.
I wish i can play guitar like Syn and Chris!:(

Oh yeahh I THINK THAT BROKENCYDE IS FUCKING GAY

Gay music, seriously lol I dont know. Gue ga suka sama sekali... Mendingan gue denger 3OH!3. Brokencyde tuh kerasa kayak boyband boyband gay jaman batu bagi gue -__-

Lebih baik denger BMTH kaan :D Itu ga ada matinya.

AH musik mulu pikiran gue! Perasaan kalo lirik cepet banget apal! Giliran sosiologi aja, satu kalimat satu jam hahaha. Ga gitu juga sih gue aja drama queen.

Pokoknya intinya gue tuh ga bisa banget ngapal. NIH berhubung gue mau ambil dekave, kalo SEANDAINYA gue bisa milih kelas apaan aja yang diambil di sekolah gue bakal pilih:

BAHASA INGGRIS
itu emang penting banget.

BAHASA INDONESIA
biar tau cara berbahasa indonesia yang baek dan benar. kan malu kalo disuruh bikin surat pengantar ato apaan trus gabisa?

T.I.K
semua tau kalo komputer itu penting

MATEMATIKA
gue ga munafik kalo gue benci matematika. Tapi gue sadar banget kalo matematika tuh penting :(

SENI RUPA
yaiyalaah

PENJASKES
biar seengganya gue masih ada olahraga olahraganya :D soalnya gue ga pernah olahraga..

PKN
biar gue tambah ngerti soal demokrasi, yang prakteknya kosong di Indonesia ini.

IFONLY di Boedoet ada pelajaran seni musik, gue bakal ambil juga. Tapi gue males yang nyanyinyanyi. Gue pengen belajar instrument.. GITAR!

Hmm....

Well...
Just CANTWAIT until lulus dan cepet cepet kuliah :)

Soalnya selama di sekolah gue diajarin tentang hal yang GUE GA MAU TAU.. Jujur aja, I DONT FUCKING CARE kalo Indonesia tuh dulu kesulitan ekonomi pas baru abis merdeka.

Well i know kalo gue bangor banget but thats me -__-

ATM gue stress neh 3.3

Mengapakah harus UB 2 besok
:'(

BUNGA MERIAM

2009-10-25T01:47:00.000-07:00

Okay!

B U N G A M E R I A M

Genre: Punk Rock

Vocalist(s)
Meicore

Ibar

Lead Guitar
Scumbag

Rythm
Djengkol

Bass
(PHOTO ON PROGRESS ;D)
Centong

Drums
Bangsat

SONGS

PUNK BERKATA

LAWAN

PEMBODOHAN

NEGERIKU INDONESIA

SALING MEMBENCI

DEMOKRASI MELAWAN KORUPSI

MASA DEPAN

BANGSA TERJAJAH

2009-07-30T05:02:00.000-07:00

I finally told him how I feel about him

but, lol as usual it never works.

hopefully he get what he always wanted.

im preparing myself for the greatest pain in my life.

please god keep me strong

2009-07-29T07:33:00.000-07:00

arrrr kimora has anemia
shes on medication, hopefully she will get better soon :D
finally the net is on
yay
and still, my laptop is infected by nita worm.
stupid virus.

oh yeha i told my crush i like him
and he has a gf

god. lol

who cares haha

nananna (8)

2009-06-23T18:32:00.000-07:00

Your Open Question

Puppy dont want to eat her food?

my 7 weeks old shih tzu dont like eating her food. right now i mix her kibble with puppy formula. she only sniff it and then walk away. but if i bring her to my friends house and eat with her brother (my friend have the same puppy) she eat like the hungriest dog. my friend feed her puppy rice+fish+kibble+warm water. i tried to give her at home and she seem love fishes. but i dont want to give her fish, so i continue give her kibble and formula, but she only drink the formula :( .

plus. she is not as playful as my friends puppy. my friends puppy play almost all day, but she sleeps almost all day

39 minutes ago
- 4 days left to answer.

ANSWERS

Aleshi's Chi

She may be sick. Take her & have her checked out. Also, she's too young to be sold, but that's a moot point. She may not have been taught to eat solid food. Try softening her food with warm water & mash it up til it's thin. If she eats that, then gradually decrease the amount of water you add.

41 minutes ago

Messykatey

Your puppy got sold or given to you at too young of an age, which means the person who you got her from doesn't know what they're doing. For a puppy this tiny, you can't mess around too much and if she's sleeping she could be sick.

She needs a vet quickly. She's just too tiny. It's good that she's eating the formula, but she shouldn't be sleeping so much, so please get her to a vet before something really bad happens.

40 minutes ago

layal

sounds as tho she is sick i would take her vets right away

37 minutes ago

Milacutie

maybe she got bored of the same taste and you should change it if that doesn't work then she might be sick?!

16 minutes ago

SHE JUST ATE HER FOOD!

IM GOING TO TAKE HER TO OLIVIAS HOUSE SO SHE CAN PLAY WITH MIKO!

I'm crazy of this song

2009-06-23T03:48:00.000-07:00

Boats and Birds

If you be my star, I'll be your sky

You can hide underneath me and come out at night

When I turn jet black, and you show off your light

I live to make you shine

You can sky rocket away from me

And never come back if you find another galaxy

Far from here where the beaches are wide

Just leave me your stardust to remember you by

If you be my boat, I'll be your sea

The depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity

Ebbing, and flowing, and pushed by a breeze

I live to let you free

You can set sail to the west if you want to

And pass the horizon till I can't even see you

Far from here when the beaches are wide

Just leave me your wake to remember you by

To me it is about loving someone so much that you would do anything to support them, and you just want them to be happy even if it means they are far away from you....and I thought of it in the romantic sense, but after reading what Meredith said it is about, I feel like it could still fit, in the sense that it's a parent who just loves their kid and will do anything to help them out and they really just want them to be happy.

No matter how you interpret it, it's a really sweet song ♥

adamanteve - songmeanings.com

FACEinHOLE

2009-06-11T22:58:00.001-07:00

Create your own FACEinHOLE

2009-06-11T22:29:00.000-07:00

okay guys heres the deal:

I DO NOT CHEAT DURING THE EXAMS

well maybe once or two, but i usually dont.

and its making me so mad angry when i found out i have to follow next revision, while my cheating friends dont have to.

okay, but whatever. all i gotta do right now is maximalize and just study study study.

tbh* i know alot of study tricks and tips but somehow i think if i dont do it from the beginning then it would be a damn waste. you know what i mean right?

like,, i found out how to decorate cake perfectly, meanwhile im half way decorating.

i feel like, heck i will do the perfect decoration next year.

and the revision is in like idk, few days, next week.

and from this awesome cool book i read, How to Study by Ron Fry, it is impossible to study in last minutes like this.

but i will hekin try aaaaaa

what if i get FLUNKED in this grade GAWD im so dead

like right now, i am studying citizenship education. about international relations. this subject is sooo annoying because dang there are loads to remember and aggf i dont think i can remember it all grrr

UGH

2009-06-08T23:04:00.001-07:00

OH MY GOD I'm like so totally SCARED

I mean, what if I failed and they flunk me??

GRRRGEEZ

WHAT IF I GET FLUNKED????

aaaaa

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:(

2009-05-20T20:40:00.000-07:00

Hhf, school been really fun for me but I am totally shocked with this period's result. *cries*
Now I'd rather NOT to talk about it. I want to talk what must I do to "repair" this thing.

CONTROL my online time. I spent most of my free time laying in front of my laptop talking to my online friends, doing the whole webpage stuff, just browsing up, listening to music and playing videos.
Present in ALL classes. It's not like I always skip classes. But that's what I do. When I feel like, NOT in a mood for that class, I go to the library and read/do something else.
Communicate with the teachers. I have to start to build a good communication with my teachers, and ask for extra works if possible.
Do all the homework ON TIME! I sometimes forgets my works and collect it late :(
BE CONSISTENT! I am a pretty focused person, but my problem is, I am not consistent. I easily get bored. I must try to keep consistent.
Pay attention in class. I have to pay MORE attention in class. Sometimes some teachers make me sleepy though :(
STUDY, STUDY, and STUDY! I have to study at home. I HAVE TO

Wish me luck! <3

CUTENESS OVERLOAD!

2009-05-04T10:32:00.000-07:00

That is the picture of 2 of my ducklings. Candy and Moni. They both are girls, and this is happened on the first day they met :P

Daniel Bedingfield - If You're Not the One

2009-05-01T16:40:00.000-07:00

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?

If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?

If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?

If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings,

but I know you are here with me now,

We'll make it through,

and I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand,

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?

If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?

If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?

If you're not for me then why do i dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away,

But I know that this much is true,

We'll make it through,

And I hope you are the one I share my life with,

And I wish that you could be the one I die with,

And I pray in you're the one I build my home with,

I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it , I don't understand,

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away,

And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today,

'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right,

And though I can't be with you tonight,

You know my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it,

I dont understand,

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there any way I can stay in your arms?

Petties!

2009-04-23T04:36:00.000-07:00

Hello! It's been a while since I updated my blog. Well, the cause is, I have new pets!

She Mei's Pets Profile

DUCKS

Alessandro Moschata (Sandy)

Male

Musocvy

1 month old

Candace Moschata (Candy)

Female

Muscovy

1 month and 1 week old

Lemonia Domestica

Female

She's a pekin. I think so. Maybe, but they guy at the store said that she's not. But she looks exactly like a pekin baby.

2 weeks

TURTLES

Red Eared Sliders

Alex George Scripta Elegans

Male

Mary Kate Scripta Elegans

Female

Denzel

Male

Kirby Sexburth

Female

Alex George and Mary Kate seems to be more active and playful than Denzel and Kirby Sexburth. They are bigger though...

Mary Kate eats alot! :D

For a while I only give them turtle pellets.

CRAYFISH

The Black Kid

The toughest one. Its big and dark. Haha

The White Kid

Among the small ones, its the whiter. The color. Its also limp :(

Limpy Lumpy

Pretty, but its limp :(

Bluish

Pretty color! Limp too though :(

Vanilla Ice

Bigger than 4 above. Its so white, that's why I call it Vanilla Ice. LOL

LL Cool J

Same size as Vanilla Ice. Only "bluer"

Well then. Those are my pets...

The reason why I give them such a long name such as Alex George Scripta Elegans is because, the name "Alex George" were given by his godmommy, my bestie Kate :D and Scripta Elegans is Red Eared Slider's latin name. Not scripta elegans, scripta elegans :D. After I give him the name Alex George I thought it would be awesome if I name the others the same way, you know, that kinda name, Mary Kate, Denzel, and Kirby Sexburth. lol

Also for my ducks :D

The Tanks

I have total two tanks now. First tank, for the crayfish, and the second, for the turtles. I know, that the turtles tank should be 10 gallons per inch of their body. But, for now I only have a small tank. I think, no worries because they are still very small. Everyone said that the turtle grow up really slowly so I thought of getting them this tank first, then I will save money to get a 130 gallon tank

Right now I put in sand for bedding, and rocks so they can sit down when I put them outside to bask. I will get them a UVB light so I don't have to put them for sunbathe anymore (talking about sunbathe, I don't put them directly onto the sunlight. I read many stories of people that have their turtlies died because of that). I also will get them a filter. I don't have a filter at the moment. Because I spent my money for a good filter for my crayfish. But NO WORRIES I will get the filter maybe today or tommorow. Don't worry, I always change the water and clean the tank like once a day, sometimes twice. They are pretty messy babies :D. I am thinking about getting them an underwater heater. But since they are still really young, I will get it later on. I will, but eventually...

The crayfish tank is more advanced. I got them a good filter, a good fluorescent light, and also rocks. I putted in algae in, but they were eating and tearing it off, so I took it out. Because the water went kinda dirty because of it. So I have 1 big rock there so they can hide. 2 plastic plant decoration inside. It's pretty fun because sometimes they like to climb up on them and do the "dive" lol.

Pet test

2009-04-18T05:29:00.000-07:00

I took an online test to pick the best pet for me. They gave me few questions and I have to answer them, and then they will decide which pet is best for me :D

How much attention can you give your new pet? Some pets are fairly independent and essentially only depend on their owner for the basics: food, water and shelter. Others, however, need more regular interaction. Remember, not all pets are okay as latchkey pets.

I can spend alot of quality time with my pet.

How much maintenance time can you set aside? Pets require varying degrees of upkeep. In addition to basic feeding and cleaning time, some critters need more handling and grooming than others. Think about your daily routine and how much time you can devote to your new pet.

I have some time. (I still have school, etc)

What level of grooming do you prefer? If you're looking to get off easy here, then obviously a long-haired pet isn't for you. There are some pets that need no grooming, while others will benefit from a daily appointment with you and a brush.

I can spend alot of time grooming

Would you prefer a pet that's appropriate for children? Kids and a cute, cuddly pet… it's a heartwarming image. But the truth is, some pets can be handled by children better than others.

Preffered

Would you like a pet that's compatible with other pets?

Strongly preferred

Do you have an aversion to bugs, mice and/or rats?

No preference

Would you prefer a pet that's more easily tolerated by allergy sufferers?

No preference

How do you feel about a smelly pet? As the owner, your pet's smell is something that can be somewhat within your control. If you're able to devote some time to bathing, then your pet will probably smell less. But there are still some animals that generally just have a stronger odor than others.

Smelliness bothers me alot

How much can you budget towards a pet? Adoption or purchasing fees are only the beginning. There are a number of expenses that come with owning a pet—including the cost of trips to the veterinarian, food and maintenance supplies. (The following is a annual estimated budget, excluding any acquisition expenses.)

Under $75/year

How do you feel about a noisy pet? Consider not only your feelings on the matter, but also your neighbors. Are they within earshot? If so, whining or barking noises may disturb them.

No preference

What type of housing do you prefer for your pet? Keep in mind that each of these accommodations will require its own level of space and maintenance.

Run of the house

How much dedicated space can you provide your pet? Since you'll be sharing your home, consider the amount of space both you and your pet need in order to be comfortable.

Little space

Would you prefer a pet that can be trained?

Trainable strongly preferred

How responsive a pet would you like? There are some pets that will greet you with a big fat smooch, while others will hardly notice your arrival. (This is a two-way street: Chances are that you will have to return the affection and attention.)

Playful, affectionate

What size of pet would you like? Some people prefer pets that fit in their pockets and can go anywhere with them fairly unnoticed. Others want a pet with a greater physical presence.

Medium

uld you like a pet that is more active during the day (diurnal) or nighttime (nocturnal)?

Nocturnal

Would you like a pet with which you can be physically active? Whether you're looking for a jogging partner or someone to watch sitcoms with, there is a pet to fit your interests.

Yes, would like an active pet

How long of a commitment are you prepared for? Some pets simply have a longer anticipated life span than others. While there are species that, on average, live just a few months, there are also those that live many decades.

Long (more than 10 years)

And the result is:

Dog

Budgerigars and parakeets

Discover Foie Gras!

2009-04-17T04:05:00.000-07:00

DYED CHICKS

2009-04-16T07:54:00.000-07:00

So, before I have made a post about DYED chicks... I sorta found out that in Indonesia, here is what they do to those little chicks....

Step One

Of course, take them away from mommy chickens...

Step Two

Buy some POWDERED CLOTH COLORING (easily of course, maybe just 1000 IDR at the shops. With a dollar you can get 10). Pick the colors that you want, like, RED, GREEN, PURPLE, PINK, ORANGE, WHITE, etc etc etc

Step Three.

Dip the little chick into the water that has been mixed with the powdered cloth coloring. Drown them from head to toe, to color it.

Step Four

Leave them be. Let them dried

Step Five

Put them in the small box, they are ready to sold

Step Six

Sell them to little clueles childs that have no idea how to pet a chick for 1500 IDR each, or maybe 2000.

THAT IS A BIG BULLSHIT.

It is just straight cruel, like, not much to say, you know.

First of all, we already seperated them from their mommy, and then dip them into this dangerous chemical coloring liquid. It could get into their eyes and what if they accidentally sip the liquid?

Then these ignorant people will put them in a very small box, and sell these poor little creatures to the kids. For like 2000 IDR per chick. You can get 5 chicks with a dollar!

Then, of course, little kids are attracted with their colors and they are amazingly cute, you know , CHICKS, they are so round and fuzzy and just ubber CUTE!

They have no idea how to take care of chickens. That would be hell for the chicks. Some are dead because they are SQUEEZED (maybe because of the cuteness factor), sometimes kids accidentally sit on them, or step on them, and maybe just bad care.

That's why I sit and think, hey, I want to do something for these little innocent creatures. I decided to collect as much signatures as I can, and will file that to the government and PETA (of course right after I get enough evidences).

I started yesterday, I have been telling my friends about how these little chicks are treated and they signed the board I made. Lots of people pretty concerned about this issue.

Then I sit, and this guy from my class asked to see the board.

We (me and my friend Sharon) gave it to him.

Then, he tried to give like some sorta "smart" sarcasm.

He said..

Stupid guy: Do you agree with "human's" hair dying?

Sharon: No

(well, she disagree about that, so do I)

Stupid guy: Ok then why lots of people still do that?

She Mei: (Desperately tried to hold back her laugh)

HAHAHA

That was STUPID. LOL

Ok let me tell you something, Mr. Smartypants...

Human's dyed their hairs because they WANT to
Chicks DON'T dye their fur, it's because WE WANT TO

As simple as that.

Me and Sharon were like giggling and talking about that during the class. Haha. It was hilarious. Haha.

He is trying to "play smart" when he is stupid. HAHA

I don't deal with this kinda human lots. It will be fun dealing with more. HAHA.

My dad always told me

Ignore the "smarty dolts" they have no idea what they are talking about

THAT IS SO TRUE hahaha

I don't think he realised just how stupid and ignorant he is. HAHA

Just think about it, if the chicks, dye their furs because they want to, then I am pretty sure that there is such thing as "Chick Beauty Shop" where those chick can pick any color they want.

HAHA

What a moronic ignorantic dullard patheticly moron. Haha

So, the lesson is, don't try to play smart, when you are clueles about something.

You will be laughed at.

HAHA LOL @YOU STUPID GUY

I know I am doing the right thing and I will go on doing it anyway. Haha. What a MORON.

LOL

I even still smile think about it

Typical School

2009-04-15T02:13:00.000-07:00

Hello again.

I am at school at the moment. Today's subjects are Religion, Math, P.E, Computer, and History... :D

Religion

No teacher, as usual. I don't really understand why the teacher don't present the class much.

The worst part is, in my school, we don't actually have a proper class for "Christian" Religion subject.

This is how things works. The muslims (majority) will stay in our classroom, and the Christians have to go out, and study somewhere else.

Christian's do not have any class.

So we basically stucked in the library, and just wait for the teacher to come, and the fact is, MOST OF THE TIME, the teacher never attend the class.

I mean, ah, hello? We know that we are minority, but have a little decency? We need a place for study! I pay as much as any other student!

Math

No teacher. I don't know why. So I tuned the 1 Priest 1 Nun video and showed it to my friends. I recorded their reactions :D Pretty funny. I will pile them all and put it on my page A.S.A.P.

P.E

Oh my GOD. P.E, is HELL. I mean, HELL. Literal HELL (well, not really, I am just overrated, but yeah, it is a little piece of hell in this world)

I don't know how to describe my pain and suffer during the subject. I am no longer a "sporty" person. I was, when I was in Junior High, I am pretty much of an athlete. Till I got that lung infection thingy.

The teacher also got pretty angry to some of us (including me) he said that I never present his class for 4 times. I did one time! I didn't present the other because I was sick and late (It's my fault). However, he said I NEVER present his class for 4 times, which is a big bullshit, because at least I did once!

Computer

Our computer lab is under construction, so we will study in my classroom. Now the big shit here is that I didn't notice that I have a computer class today, so I didn't bring my Computer Module. It is a very important thing because the teacher kinda always sign it every meeting. Also, there is a homework that I didn't know, so I'm kinda doomed. The teacher is a softy anyway, so I will just apologize to her. I really didn't notice that I have computer class today!!

History

History always have been fun for me, because the teacher is a good one, she is funny, and always melt the frozen situation. I like her lots. Yesterday, she gave us 20 questions, and I think it is ought to be collected today, but I haven't done it, so I think I am going to complete it later during the 2nd reccess after the Prayer Time.

(Prayer Time)

Prayer time is one of SRKP's program. We have this Prayer Time twice a week. Every Monday and Wednesday. Also with lack of room, we do that in the library. Poor us.

That's it. Typical school for me :D

Oh Well! Today happens to be my friend Irna's birthday. So she brought this chocolate cake from home and we kinda sang (like pre-schoolers) Happy Birthday for her. Hahaha.

I didn't eat the cake. It contained eggs and butter. My friend Sharon said that it didn't taste delicious though. I have nothing to lose :D

No Golden Retriever Puppy ]:

2009-04-15T02:09:00.000-07:00

I am a person thats really concerned about the animals. I love animals, and I care about them alot. Now, heres the "history" why did I change on to that.

On last year's Chinese New Year, I went to my late mom's house for, you know, family visit. She is an animal lover, especially dogs. Last time I went to visit them, she has few dogs. Almost all are mixed breed. On my last visit before the Chinese New Year, she wanted to give me this little puppy. I think it's a mix, Chihuahua and hound dog. Obviously I didn't take her, because I have no idea how to care small dogs like that. Anyway, one of her dog, Scooby Doo (His name was Scooby Doo, because when I was like, 7 or 8, I want to keep him, but my mom said I cannot so, she asked me to name him for her. I said, Scooby Doo. :P) WAS KILLED. SOME OF THEIR MEAN NEIGHBOR POISONED HIM. WTF?? He is just a dog for God sakes.

Ok, I came there and I discovered that she has a new dog. Bobo, the Golden Retriever. Wow. Bobo sure is a friendly one. VERY FRIENDLY in fact :D He is a WOW dog. Very amazing dog. Haha. I mean like, he is so friendly, and BIG :D I like his color. He was 6 months old. He loves to play, and he like me and my siblings. Well, my mom's aunt asked me if I want to have his baby later on, and I said YES YES I WANT TO.

Since then, I develop my affection for animals. I first did a research about Golden Retriever, and then starting slowly expand to all dogs, and then I kinda look for all animals. They are all amazing creatures. I love how, I don't know I love everything about animals. They have personalities, and they are just so lovely, and I love how they bond to nature and people.

Then I pet 2 ducklings, Sandy, and (R.I.P) Mandy. I lost Mandy because a cat got her. I tried to run after the cat but I couldn't catch it. I will never forgive myself to that.

Now Sandy is 1 month old. This afternoon I will get him a company. He is not a pekin duck. I don't know what breed he is, but he is yellow and brown with pink (and long) bill and orange legs. If you guys have any idea what breed he is, please let me know. I think I will get him a Pekin girl ;)

Lately I have been thinking. I want a Golden Retriever puppy. I am thinking about the dog's needs. Golden Retriever, (in fact, all puppies) needs alot affection from their human companion. I have no problem about "losing my quality time" with my school mates, because I don't hang out much. The problem is, I am still a student. The school, ridiculously starts at 6.30 AM and finishes at 3 PM. That means, that it's impossible for me to spend a quality times with my puppy. The puppy will be sad, and it will be destructive. What if he is stressing? and what if he is mentally abused because he don't get enough attention?

I asked a question on Yahoo! Answers, and someone said that it won't be very wise to keep a Golden Retriever on my age. I am still 16, I have commited to school and education, and maybe, I will move out of my house this June. Then it won't be a very good decision to keep a dog, because I'm not pretty sure of there is alot of kost that will let us to have a pet. Also, my parents are a little bit sensitive when it comes to pet. They don't like animals. They like EATING them. Especially dad is "afraid" and "obey" his wife too much. That is so annoying.

So I guess it means that it is not a very good idea to pet a dog for now (even though I have been dying wanting to keep one, I even research for their foods, care, and toys, etc. I mean, why would pet a dog if in it will be just a nightmare for the dog?

I want a puppy...

But the situation won't let me ]:

God please give me strength to not to be "moved" when I see them pretty innocent eyes.

OH MY GOD THIS IS SO NOT RIGHT!

2009-04-14T11:02:00.000-07:00

I was just browsing on the internet, I was looking for animal shelter in Jakarta, and I found a blog about it. I learned that

ALOT OF INDONESIAN POISONED DOGS

That is so not right.

I mean, WHY?? WHY WOULD ANYONE POISON DOGS?

My late mom's aunt had a dog, and some people in her neighborhood actually poisoned her.

That is so

Oh my GOD I cannot even find a right word, I mean...

Why would anyone poison a dog?

That is straight cruel.

If I caught any of those ignorant poisoner, I promise I will report them.

Poor dogs. I mean, this is how they poison them. These killers mixed food with poison and give it to the dogs.

WTF?!

I learned that the "killers" are the people that don't like dogs.

PLEASE DO NOT KILL THOSE DOGS.

I mean even some people hit those poor dogs.

My Very First Vegan Pancakes!

2009-04-13T06:33:00.001-07:00

Today I made my first vegan pancakes =D

Here's the recipe:

Easy Vegan Pancakes

2 cups flour

2 cups soy milk

2 tbs granulated sugar

2 tbs vegetable oil

2 tsp baking powder

pinch of salt (if you like)

Mix all the "dry" ingredients

Add soymilk and vegetable oil

Mix until smooth

Cook them in the pan! :D

Oh yeah, you can add anything you want on top of them!!

I heard that lemons work well too . xD

I Have to Move On

2009-04-12T17:16:00.000-07:00

YES. Right now I have to move on.

I have no time to be a lazy ass anymore.

I have to keep focused on whatever I am doing, school, all these internet things,

and of course my research about those dyed chicks.

The problem is, I did not go to school today.

I got up really late, and I feel so tired now, the school starts at 6.30

I usually leave at 5.30, because it took me like an hour to reach school.

Right now (I am not blaming the government because of my own laziness), still, I think, that is UNFAIR to blame us, the students, for the whole traffic issue in Jakarta.

Why the students? I mean, why us? We are not supposed to be the beast of burden of this problem. The government is using the reason that student causes the traffics in Jakarta every morning.

I think thats a big pile of bull***t. Ok, schools starts at 6.30 AM. (normally), Finishes at 2 PM. Now give me the reason why STILL Jakarta have traffic around 5 PM to 7 PM? That supposed to be students fault too? I mean, that is so obvious that we are not the main factor of traffic problems in Jakarta. This doesn't happen in other part of Indonesia.

Now, some people is blaming the Transjakarta Bus. That is also a bull***t. (except for a few part, only little part of Jakarta). Do not blame the Busway. Busway is not supposed to be "used" by other vehicle, just for Transjakarta Bus. But we still use the busway anyway, so traffic, is not Busway's fault.

So who's fault is it?

I don't know. It's everyone's fault. All the "road users" fault. I seen with my bare eyes that alot of road users do not obey the rules, and the officers? Haha. You got to be kidding me, you can find very less honest cops in Jakarta, man.

For example, picture you are in this situation. You are riding a motorbike and you are not wearing your helmet.

The officer(s) will stop you. Ask you questions why are you not wearing your helmet?

You, (nervously) will make up reasons, or mumbling sorry or whatever your reaction is.

You, are supposed to be issued for traffic ticket and you are supposed to give up your STNK (your vehicle license) and have to go to the police office to attend a court and pay some forfait.

BUT, however, the reality is the officer(s) will give you two options:

Finish this here
Attend the court

The"Finish this here" way is pretty easy.

Just slip in amount of money to his pocket.

You're good to go!

That is so, annoying.

Is it that hard being honest?

2009-04-12T07:04:00.000-07:00

I decided to move out of this house as soon as I can.

Because of the situation, I will move later after I got my own ID card and finished with 11th grade.

Lots of people say like, wtf are you thinking? You are a 16 years old kid, you can't survive by yourself?!

Well, I have reasons why would I want to move out...

I cannot stand living with my dad's wife

I cannot stand living with dad's wife cooking. Also she always cook FISH and CHICKEN, and it taste gross

I hate how my dad pretend like he care about Sandy, and showing his HATE to my Sandy when his wife around

I cannot stand living in a place where my own dad being yelled at and everything, and he just keep silence like a stupid rat

I cannot stand living in a place where my sister and brother being yelled at by someone that don't even know us (in this case, dad's wife)

I cannot stand living in a place where your dad is kind to you but act like a f****ng jerk when his wife is around

I hate how dad's wife act like we really need her, like we are all poor dogs without her

I hate how my dad took my money (sometimes)

I hate my dad's wife

I don't need her.

I miss my mom

She used to sing for me before bed

Sometimes she lost it and hit me but she always apologise to me in the end

She was the greatest cook this world ever had

She would buy me everything I need

She would buy or make me cookies and sweets

She would ask me if I feel bad

She would teach me how to bake a cake

She would take me and my siblings out

She would ask me if I have eaten or no in a day

She would care about me

She would love me

I wish my mom didn't have to die

So what if she cheated with another guy and died of delivery?

She LOVED and CARED about me and my siblings.

For all of you, that thinks that I cannot survive out there without my parent (dad). I can.

Why?

Because even when I am living in his house, he don't care about me at all.

Everything in the house was all about HIM and his wife.

I miss my mom.

I love her.

I miss my late mom's mom, my late mom's brother.

I don't really like my dad's family, like his father or his mother.

They don't care about me at all.

I miss my mom. Really.

Dyed Chicks

2009-04-11T21:37:00.000-07:00

image: http://lancaster.unl.edu/4H/Embryology/colorchickens.shtm

I had a happy childhood. I remember that in here, from where I live, there are always a "Chicken Man". He sells DYED CHICKENS to the kids, extremely cheap also.

http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_F8l7sU413Bk/Rs9Ml4WHuKI/AAAAAAAAAIM/oGvPaISbPBc/s320/dyed%2Bchicks.JPG

OK, some people do that for "Education" sakes. They (scientist, mostly) color the chicks to watch the growth of their feathers, and study the movement of wild birds. I think, its fine, as long as it is not harming the birds.

Injection of VEGETABLE DYES (as you see at the supermarket or grocery stores) is found to be harmless....

The eggs are usually injected at the age of 10th - 19th days.

http://chickscope.beckman.uiuc.edu/resources/egg_to_chick/coloring.html

So that is pretty much how they do it. Well, at least, these chickens (hopefully) are treated nicely, and they are not to be harmed.

But i got a news flash.

I heard that in Indonesia, they actually dip in the little chicks into this chemical coloring water or something

I will do a research about it, and I will post the result later on

Protein Source for Vegans

2009-04-11T20:57:00.000-07:00

I recently became a vegan, and I feel more alive now :D , since I know that I don't eat animals, means I am not supporting in any form of animal slaughtery for food :D

I am a newbie vegan and I already have these questions stuffed up on me

How do vegans get proteins?

For all of you guys that have been asking me that, I have a news flash for you...

Meats and eggs are not the only protein source in this whole wide world that is filled with all those amazing food source.

OK, you are right, that meats and eggs contains LOTS of protein but we can also get proteins somewhere else...

For all of you folks that lives in Indonesia, who never heard Tofu or Tempe? They are GREAT protein source! Also the soy beans with all of its products like soy sauce, tauco, and soy milk!

These are the vegan diet protein source:

Seitan
Lentils
Black beans
Kidney beans
Veggie Burgers
Chickpeas
Veggie baked beans
Pinto beans
Black eyed peas
Lima beans
Quinoa
Bagel
Peas
Peanut Butter
Veggie dog
Spaghetti
Almonds
Soy Yogurt
Bulger
Sunflower seeds
Whole wheat flour
Cashews
Almond butter
Brown rice
Spinach
Broccoli
Potato

Source: http://www.vrg.org/nutrition/protein.htm

Well then,

Those are our protein source

and once again

IF YOU CHOOSE MEAT, LEAVE US BE!

My first Seitan!

2009-04-11T03:48:00.000-07:00

Ugh, I made my very first seitan today, and I failed :D

It looked like "fake meatballs" that they sell here

But wellies! I can work with them

I think I failed because I didn't use the high-protein flour.

WHY PIGS?

2009-04-10T06:48:00.000-07:00

President Harry Truman said: “No man should be allowed to be President who does not understand hogs.”

Everyone is mumbling about PIGS, pigs are filthy animals, pigs are stupid this and that. WHY PIGS? why is everyone misjudging pigs???

I'm pretty sure that not all of you know about the "Hidden Lives of The Pigs"

I found this article at Goveg.com. You can read the original article here, I'm kinda just take the concentrate of the article about Hidden Lives of The Pigs

You probably ask "Why would anyone keep pigs as pet??" Well, here goes

PIGS HAVE THE INTELLIGENCE BEYOND OF DOGS AND 3 YEARS - OLD HUMAN KID

Pig's Facts:

1. Pigs loves to bask in the sun

2. Pigs love to play in a big space

3. Pigs, just as another creature in this world, loves fresh air

4. Pigs are smarter than dogs

5. Pigs are friendly creature

6. Pigs are social animals

7. Pigs are loving animals

8. Pigs are protective

9. Pigs are playful

10. Pigs can get along with another animal aswell

11. Pigs enjoys listening music

12. Pigs dream

13. Pigs recognize their names

14. Pigs enjoys massage

15. Pigs play soccer, if they are trained, and they love it

16. Pigs can play Playstation, even better than out primates friends

17. Pigs remember code, of course if we teach them

18. Pigs have a great bond between their friends

19. Pigs learn examples

20. Pigs have great memories, just like elephants

21. Pigs remember where the food source is

22. Mama pigs sings for her babies

23. Piglets remember their mama's voice

24. Pigs don't sweat that's why they "wallow"

25. Pigs prefer water than muds

26. After 2-3 weeks, piglets recognize their names

27. Pigs can remember their way home

28. Pigs are forgivefulness

29. Pigs are not greedy, after they "full" they don't force to eat more

30. Pig saves lives, another animals, or their owners

Our Heroes:

1. Pru - Saved her human companion by dragging her out of muddy bog

2. Spammy - led firefighters to a burning shed to save her calf friend Spot.

3. Lulu - found help for her human companion who had collapsed from a heart attack

4. Tunia - chased away an intruder

5. Mona -held a fleeing suspect’s leg until the police arrived.

6. Butch dan Sundance -escaped from a slaughterhouse and roamed the country for several days before being captured. Fortunately, a national outcry against slaughter allowed Butch and Sundance to go to a sanctuary.

7. Priscilla - saved a young boy from drowning

So...

1. Pigs OBVIOUSLY have feelings
2. Eating pigs, just as if eating a 3 years old kid

right?

source: www.goveg.com

WHy VEGAN?

2009-04-10T05:10:00.001-07:00

Hahaha. I found this good things that I found on this my new favorite site

Ten stupid questions vegans get asked
The following is a list of stupid questions that vegans get asked with some tongue-in-cheek responses for your entertainment. Please note, I could go into immense detail to seriously address each and every one of these questions, but I will save that for later FAQs. Enjoy!

1) Don't you miss cheese?

I miss cheese about as much as I miss drinking Pepto-Bismol as a kid.

2) If everyone went vegan, wouldn't animals take over the world?

Yes, animals would take over the world and cows would be breaking down our doors! You do realize that these animals exist only because we breed them into existence, right?

3) Aren't you hurting plants?

Plants do not have central nervous systems, therefore are not sentient, therefore do not feel pain. C'mon, really?

4) Where do you get your protein?

Newsflash!! Almost ALL foods contain protein and guess what? We don't even need to combine them! This question must be straight out of 1983.

5) Do you eat fish?

Biology 101: Fish belong to the ANIMAL kingdom.

6) Wouldn't cows explode if we didn't milk them?

Why don't you go ask a mother that did not breast feed if her breasts are still intact. The only reason cows GIVE milk is because they are pregnant. Again, Biology 101.

7) Why don't you care about people?

I don't know about you, but I am capable of caring about more than one thing at a time. I guess someone with two children can only care about one of them with that logic.

8) Where do you get calcium if you don't drink milk?

Broccoli, brussels sprouts and most leafy greens offer more available calcium than cow's milk. Brussels sprouts clock in at around 68% absorption and I believe cow's milk clocks in somewhere around 32%. Where do you think cultures that don't drink milk get their calcium, dummy?

9) What do you eat, like salads and tofu?

Sometimes I throw in some iceberg lettuce for variety!

10) Isn't it hard being vegan?

Isn't it hard ripping through the greasy crust of a chicken wing, chewing around the cartilage, then picking the tendons out of your teeth afterwards? The only thing hard about being vegan is dealing with all these stupid, nonsensical questions.

so please fellas. dont ask me anymore.

Thank's Ed for letting me to post this :P

Foie Gras pictures

2009-04-10T02:00:00.000-07:00

These are the pictures I got from this site

Open your eyes people. This is what the ducks have to go trough before they earn the french delicacy on your plate .

Foie Gras Farm = Duck Hell

These pictures were taken from various farm in South East France.

Animal Products

2009-04-10T01:09:00.000-07:00

shellac

isinglass

Beeswax

casein

whey

rennet

lanolin

Gelatin

silk

Wool

leather

fur

honey

dairy products

eggs

seafood

poultry products

meat

2009-04-10T00:50:00.000-07:00

PLEASE SAY NO TO FOIE GRAS

Have you ever eaten DUCK LIVER A.K.A FOIE GRAS?
Do you know what that is?
Well,

FOIE GRAS: fatty liver for geese and ducks

You don't wanna eat that, why?
Let me tell you a little fact about FOIE GRAS.

1. They sex the ducks, and THROW THE GIRL DUCKS INTO THE GARBAGE!!!!, cuz they cant produce a good liver.
2. They will KILL THE SMALL DUCKS because they say it wont givea good liver quality, by BASHING THEIR HEAD TO THE WALL or STEP ON THEIR NECKS.
3. They keep the ducks in a small pen, they can't barely move
4. They force feed the ducks, wanna know how? the feeder grabs each bird and stick the metal pipe of the feeding machine down the birds' throat. The machine pumps a huge amount of a mixture of corn and oil directly into their gullets in just a few seconds, equivalent to 1:4 to 1:3 of their own body weight each day.
5. Within weeks they will be overweight
6. Their livers will swell up 10x their normal size. That cause breathing stress due to decreased air sac space in their lungs, and forcing the legs to move outward at an awkward angle.
7. Ducks panting and struggling to stand, using their wings to push themselves forward when their cripple legs can no longer support them.
That causes fester on their legs and chest.
8. They sometimes die because of that barbaric throat stick thingy.
9. FYI SOMETIMES, shortly after birth, they CUT their BEAKS off...to prevent debilled ducks.
10. Then, they will hang the poor little creatures upside down and cut their throat
11. Ducks cant defense theirselves when animals like rats trying to harm them cause they can't barely move.

Sometimes the ducks die during the force feeding progress...
Ducks in FOIE GRAS poultry are emotionally and physically tortured.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8IWN8UGDyC0

look up that video for more information.
OPEN YOUR EYES...

also: www.nofoiegras.org

Its been 5 days!

2009-04-10T00:47:00.000-07:00

It's been 5 days!

Since I've been a VEGAN!

I'm so proud of myself!

Way To Go She Mei!!

ME AND THE JENESYS: the rush...

2009-03-18T21:12:00.000-07:00

Saturday, March 14th 2009
SMAN 1's Birthday (my school)

i had a plan, with my friends to go to a seminar about: Christianity and Jesusanity at Senayan. Me, Sharon, Ochay, Intan, and Ipi, plus Kak Susan.
We planned to meet at school at 8.
I was walking and

Trisna: Hey She Mei! Mrs Ernita been looking for you
She Mei: (shocked, i thought i have a problem with my notebook, as usual)
She Mei: Really?
Trisna: Yeah, really, she been looking for your number also but nobody knows, it seems like there is something important she wants to tell you.
She Mei: Ok, thank you Trisna

then, im arrived to school and everybody was already there, they were waiting for me

She Mei: Hold on for a second, Mrs Ernita been looking for me, Sharon would you please go with me, im so afraid (that time i still thought i have a problem with my notebook)

me and sharon went to the teachers lounge, but it was locked
so we looked at the administration office, and i talked to Mrs Nurmala

Mrs Nurmala: Hey, kid what are you doing here
She Mei: have you seen mrs ernita, ma'am? shes been looking for me
Mrs Nurmala: Oh! so youre the girl thats chosen to go for student exchange to japan!
She Mei: what?
by that time i thought its from the school and theyre going to straightly send me

and then she told me too look for Mr. Tiahara
so i was running here and there, trying to find them both
while my friends feeling (maybe) pissed waiting for me because they thought we are going to be late

FINALLY! i found Mr. Tiahara

he told me to fill a form, and fill all of the requirements there
including pictures
:|
which i dont have by that time. lol
so he told me just to go home and fill it home, and return it to him on Monday
oh yeah, and he also told me that we have to pass some selection, probably 2 selection..

and after that me and my friends went to the seminar
which is totally boring.
well actually, it is not boring, but to theological..
and i dont think thats for us because we are still a high school student and all of that seems to heavy for us :D

what i got is

Christianity: Jesus, as the Son of God made up our relationship with Lord
Jesusanity: we see Jesus just as a normal human being, that is a preacher

...

right

lol...

so we went home after the first session. lol seriously though
i almost fall asleep but i tried to not to,

:D:D

weeee

i told my dad and he seem not believe that im chosen . lol
he thought i was playing..

anyway, there are 2 students that picked by my school,
me, and a 10th grader Sabrina

:D
wish us luck!

Hi :)

2009-03-09T09:56:00.000-07:00

i havent been posting anything lately :D
well
i dont know i think i have been busy lately
teehee
maybe ill post something tomorrow
<3

wow

2009-03-03T17:13:00.000-08:00

i have been really busy lately.
did i tell you that im the coordinator of the event section at SRKP?
well if you didnt know, now you know..
i have a heavy responsibility. and i have gazillions things to do..
and i have 4 other people in the team but...
i dont know they all seem SO ignorant and i feel like im in a solo mission..
i think im gonna have a chat with each of them...

right now, my head is some kinda filled with hundred thousand things
school
SRKP
my friends
well
its all confusing :(

ive been in a long term on line relationship and i think it is over
im straight stupid
i will never ever do this again..
well. internet is one way to meet another people, but i wont fall in love with anyone on line anymore..

geesh, i dont know, i feel kinda empty inside
maybe because ive been talking to him for years
aaah i dont wanna think about it anymore

just remember kids,

dont let anyone to be your everything, cuz when theyre gone, youll have nothing

im decorating my room now :)

2009-02-25T08:04:00.000-08:00

I woke up around 2 hours ago I guess

I got up and I chat to my new lovely friend, Edinox

He’s so sweet xD xD

And he was eating peanut butter. That’s so cute, I do that sometimes too hahaha

Damn, the connection fucked. I can’t do anything on the computer now. Shit

So I'm now typing this on Microsoft Word. LOL

Since my notepad is not working. I don’t understand why I think its infected by virus

AHH I'm so in love with this song IRIS, I been loving this song like forever :P

I used to hear the Goo Goo Dolls (the original version), and I also heard the Ronan Keating version. And lately, I've been listening to Ronan Keating’s version.

Some people hate the Ronan’s version, because they say that Ronan sung that song without permission from Goo Goo Dolls..

But, you know. Who on earth cares?? I LOVE his version. Ha ha. I think this song is totally awesomatic

And I’d Give Up Forever To Touch You

Cause I Know That You Feel Me Somehow

You’re The Closest To Heaven Than I’ll Ever Be

(that part is dedicated for my hunny cottonic bunny Andy <3)

And I Don’t Wanna Go Home Right Now

And All I Can Taste Is This Moment

The Moment Of Truth In Your Eyes

Cuz Sooner Or Later Its Over

I Just Don't Wanna Miss You Tonight

And I Don't Want The World To See Me

Cause I Don't Think That They'd Understand

When Everythings Meant To Be Broken

I Just Want You To Know Who I Am

And You Cant Fight The Tears That Ain't Coming

All The Moment Of Truth In Your Eyes

When Everything Feels Like The Movies

Yeah You Bleed Just To Know You're Alive

And I Don't Want The World To See Me

Cause I Don't Think That They'd Understand

When Everythings Meant To Be Broken

I Just Want You To Know Who I Am

now.. i feel like, so weird..

im kinda, urhm, maybe, LONELY

i want a boyfriend. lol im already 16 years old and all of my friend have a boyfriend, or girlfriend

ONLINE or OFFLINE

Sharon <3 Ochay

Maria <3 Ryan

Andy <3 Skie

Lifni <3 Derik

Ani <3 Agri

Chloe <3 Andrea

Lisa <3 James

Harries <3, i don't know her name, but he have a girlfriend :P

Paul <3 Jessica

Katey <3 Cody
and a loads more

Me <3 None

lol AW

after i graduate..

2009-02-24T20:17:00.000-08:00

Sea Sponge...
not because of spongebob. lol, well yeah,, 50%, but it just so amazing,i like sea plants, hehe theyre amazing

Sun Conure!
theyre adorable and cuties!!
aww!

BLAHH its PUFFER FISHY!
puffer fishies are awesomatic and cuties!! dont u think so? hehehe

Pinky Piggies!
AWW!!
look at that piglet up there, pigs are adorable
well, some people dont like pigs, they say that pigs are filthy, stinky, blah blah
but i love pigs, theyre cute and lovely
aww!

Horse Fish
theyre FvCKING gorgeous!!
so beautiful. its a freaking beautiful creature
wow
*stunned*

Hedgehoggies!
aww!!
AWW!!
AWWW!!
theyre SOO CUTE!
hihi

urhmm,, hamsters
yeah i used to afraid of them because i had a bad experience with hamsters before
but now,, that i know why,its ok
theyre adorable!!

YELLOW DUCKLING
AWWWWWWWWW!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!

WHITE FLUFFY BUNNY!
none
cud
hate
this
amazingly
cute
creature

CHICKY
theyre adorable!!

Tortoises
theyre AMAZING
sweet creature!

and of course..
the pups i mentioned before

CALL ME A SICK FUCK!
lol

I LOVE ANIMALS!!!!!!!!!

YAYS!!

PUPS THAT I REALLY WANT!!

2009-02-24T19:42:00.000-08:00

SHAR PEI!!
ok so, i dont understand why alot of people say they dont like shar peis cuz of their wrinkles. TAKE A LOOK AT THAT PICCA ALREADY!! theyre ADORABLE
ADORABLE!!
my #1 most wanted pups
hehehe

GOLDEN RETRIEVER! (im getting a puppy soon YAY)
none could hate this dog, its GORGEOUS, SMART, FRIENDLY/ everything you can ask in a dog. hehehe

PUGS HUGS!!
AWW AWW AWW!! take a look at that picture up there. THAT IS NOT CUTE?? and they are super friendly and calm.. i LOVE PUGSSS

ARR! BULLDOG!!
i effin love bulldog!! haha some people are scared to them but who cares?? THEYRE SOO CUTE!!

CUTEY MALTESE!!
if there is anyone that says this creature is not cute,
theyre sick bastard
LOL

my friends dad passed away

2009-02-24T19:04:00.000-08:00

kevin, my school mates dad passed away yesterday.. heart attack
i feel so bad about it. i cant ever imagine losing my own father
i feel so sorry for kevin, by here i want to say, be strong hunnay. we all love you
and kevin and i, we're the same, i mean, our dad is papuan, and our mom is chinese
:P

so yesterday, me and SRKP kids went to Kevins house. and i couldnt help my self/ it was a, sad view

kevin, is not the best student at school, but he usually like, you know, so happy and gayistic at school. (i hate his friends by the way, they like to make fun of me). but yesterday he look so sad
]=

this is kinda reminds me when my friends MARIA's dad passed away too
i would never never want that to happen to me

well my mom is died too. but she left already before she died.
so i never really feel the pain of losing a mother
because i lost her already, even when she was alive

ugh lets not talk about it . lol. im sick of it

ok, so right NOW i supposed to go to kevins dad funeral ceremony
but, im too hungry to go. im so damn hungry, but the food is so boring
TOO BORING

hmmmmmm

lalalalalalalalala...
ILYASFM!!

ANDY!

2009-02-23T07:36:00.000-08:00

ANDREA A.K.A ANDY

is my BESTIE BESTIE BESTIE

shes my awesomatic cottonic bunnie !!

and i am of course her atomic bunni ^^

I LOVE HER TO HEAVEN DOWN TO EARTH!!

andrea is soo

awesome
beautiful
cute
funny
sweetthh
lovingg
smart
pretty
talkativv
cool!

i love her and i hope ill meet her someday!!
if i meet her here,then i will take her to Bakso Pak Is, my favorite meatball restaurant ever.
and if i meet her there, i will do the snow angel thingy with her and of course throw a snowball on her ^0^

and of course we will take a million of pics

ANDYY ILYSFM <3

ATOMIC BUNNY <3 COTTONIC BUNNY

FOREVER!

<3<3<3<3<3

]=

2009-02-22T00:53:00.000-08:00

its not that

YOU LOVE ME BUT YOU DON'T KNOW WHO I AM

its more like

I LOVE YOU BUT I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE

*sobs*

I FELL ASLEEP!!

2009-02-21T01:14:00.000-08:00

LOL so last night,, i was chatting with my friends on line and my friend OLIVIA called me, and ask if i have a non-fiction book, and i said i got one, and she picked the book at my home Then , she asked me to go to ANGELA's house. Angel is olivias junior high school mate and apparently, 3 of us get along really well, sometimes we watch movies together, or go to the malls, or just fucking around.. olivia herself,, is like my best friend at home. weve been friends like forever, lol seriously. her mother was my late mom's best friend. her mother knows everything about me when we were little, we are like bestfriend for ever. lol... yeah, back to the story we had lost contact with Angel, but because we are angelic, we decided to go to her house, and by the way olivia (from here will be called"pia") needed more non-fiction book.. so we went to her house, and it was raining to we got in to her house.. and then chat a little bit because we haven't meet fora while it was 8 p.m and i already dayum sleepy and then in a super awkward position, lol i dont even know how to describe it haha xD pia said i slept in that weird position for like 30minutes, and as long as im sleeping, they were talking about how calm i am sleeping in such awkward position. hahaha and then when i got up,, do you know how people wake up or get conscious after faints in the movies, you know, like you see someone appear fadingly in front of you? well thats what happened to me, i saw angel was smiling so hard. lol and when i get back to a normal position, i cant ever have more stiff neck lol. it hurts so bad i dont even dare to move my head gahhh haha and then they start talking to me and asking me stuffs but i c0uldnt catch any of it so i was just like "uh? yes.. yaa" :D and it was getting late,, so me and pia decided to go home,, and angel borrowed us the umbrella and because of the rain i got up 100% haha and hungray as hell so me and pia went to this super duper restaurant and why did i say Super Duper Restaurant? cause they make mean foods, but we have to wait until i dont know, around 30 minutes to get them lol

WE HAD MEATBALLS!!

and..
ice tea

and thenn i went home and chat with few friends but then fall asleep while cam to camming hahaha xDxD

she mei she mei she mei she mei

Her Valentine Remedy

2009-02-20T01:50:00.000-08:00

Well, everyone knows that Valentine's Day is the February 14th..

You know what ? First let me tell you about what SRKP is

SRKP, in my language means Sie. Rohani Kristen Protestan
its like Christian Students Organization at my school
and i happen to be the coordinator of the event section
and SRKP always celebrate the Valentines day every year, so this year, we are also throwing a celebration..

I made the theme JESUS FOR MY VALENTINE
and we threw an ice cream party

but, you know ,, plan, might be perfect,
im a perfect planner

so i made scratches of the games, the celebration, the souvenirs, and the ice cream party
but,, we gained alot of problems

the celebration supposed to be held on February 6th, because its not possible at the 13th, BUT.. the speaker is only able on the 20th
we picked Martha as the Worship Leader, but she seem like she never have any self consciousness to prepare everything
deficit budget

but,, since we are the CHILDREN OF GOD (LOL!!) it all worked out well

heres the pic of the souvenir,, which is a sticker. (i made that)

haha
the <3>

and we ordered 2 big buckets of ice creams,, it was chocolate vanilla and strawberry ice cream ,, and we only finished 1 big bucket and could n't finish the other bucket
so we decided to save 1/2 of it and then share the 1/2 of it to everyone that passed by on the street
yay we're sweethearts
lol

valentines
valentines

yayayaya

JESUS FOR MY VALENTINE!!