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Total confusion running inside of my head. Even my life.
I did so many things that I should not done.
I still have a heart, I have the willing to get out of this mess.
I know I cant but there are many temptation in this cruel world, you know?
You can scratch FAMILY SCHOOL and FRIENDS from my "Happiness Factor" list.
At least I know I will always have someone.
Even every time I think about it my heart breaks.
Because this is also the thing i DO , but should not be done in my life.
Cant you see? This is a mess.
Even my only source of happiness does not belong to me!
I did so many things that I should not done.
I still have a heart, I have the willing to get out of this mess.
I know I cant but there are many temptation in this cruel world, you know?
You can scratch FAMILY SCHOOL and FRIENDS from my "Happiness Factor" list.
At least I know I will always have someone.
Even every time I think about it my heart breaks.
Because this is also the thing i DO , but should not be done in my life.
Cant you see? This is a mess.
Even my only source of happiness does not belong to me!