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Total confusion running inside of my head. Even my life.

I did so many things that I should not done.

I still have a heart, I have the willing to get out of this mess.

I know I cant but there are many temptation in this cruel world, you know?

You can scratch FAMILY SCHOOL and FRIENDS from my "Happiness Factor" list.

At least I know I will always have someone.

Even every time I think about it my heart breaks.

Because this is also the thing i DO , but should not be done in my life.

Cant you see? This is a mess.

Even my only source of happiness does not belong to me!

2:28 AM Edit This 4 Comments »
If you hear this, wherever you are, just know I need you here, I need you near me now

You were brighter than the pale white moon reflected in your eyes

So I guess it's no surprise, I can't forget you, no matter what I do

I will always carry you in my heart

You'll always be my shooting star...

Autumn days will fade away, but memories will always stay the same

I'm hoping you will never change,
don't ever change

I just need to slow down for a while, I'm missing your warm smile

And the way you used to say
“Stay with me until the daylight breaks, no matter what it takes
just say you'll stay”

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Reality

9:11 PM Edit This 14 Comments »
Okay so here I am now, sitting in this small -fully loaded- internet cafe, with my friend, Helda.

Why am I here? In a school uniform, at 12.15 PM, wearing my friend Zetha's sandals, and being in the middle of a strange region i've never been before?

Its the world's oldest motive, MONEY.

Ah well, I supposed to get the money today, but now I have to wait, but he will send before 2 PM anyway.

Hmm, soooo I was jsut thinking. IM SUCH A BRAT.

Okay okay

I just uhm, Oh YEAH

Im now reading a novel by Sidney Sheldon (HE IS AWESOMATIC i freakin love the dude!)

The title is THE SKY IS FALLING. Its a very good novel, I TOOK it from the schools library this moning, I reached 50% of the novel. It is very intersting and kinda addictive.

:D

You know what would be perfect right now? A PIZZA

This tummy will no longer party because Im going to get it!

IM OUT

:)

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Okay, do you eever get in a point when you feel SO TOTALLY SICK with your boyfriend?

My friend told me that he is cheating on me, and I kinda believe it.
But I'd rather not to talk about it because, HEY, I DO NOT LOVE HIM.

Okay, so I watched this two movies tonight

Santa Buddies

Marley and Me


They are now officially my favorite movies.

Okay some days, I feel like, I don't belong in my house anymore, because, I don't know. It just I feel like, I am, uhm, unwanted..

Ill be gone soon, father dont worry about a thing now.

Soooooooo my band made two new songs, it means there will be 10 songs in our upcoming album...

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Ah

9:41 PM Edit This 0 Comments »
Why on earth must my laptop charger fucking broke?

Why on earth must i SPENT my allowance that FAST?

Okay okay

so im at school now, its hot as heck, and everybodys so annoying
they dont do anything, just being themselves, but seriously, being themselves, is plain annoying

and the schedule of the day is i must collect my design homework and after that MAYBE my friends and my boyfriend will come to pick me up at school and then go to my house and then after that we going to visit my friend in jail. BUt i dont know f it will ever going to work because its going to rain and all...

well even if they wont pick me up, then i will go alone, because my friend said he wanted to talk to me about something important. i dont know what that is though,

oh yeah i am reminded to this fucking thing

a friend that i thought is a nice person is actually have a nasty ass grossie personality. The bitch hacked my faceboook account, and the bitch just got to wait because it will be
AVENGED SEVENFOLD

so she better prepare herself for that. i even told her boyfriend that ha ha get that bitch

actually, the thing that you guys really got to know about me is that

I HAVE A FUCK YOU ATTITUDE

i dont fucking care if you used to be my fucking bestfriend but then after that you talk shit about me, im not afraid to kick you right in the fucking asshole

ONCE A BITCH FOREVER A BITCH

especially you people GEEZ "HOLY" PEOPLE have a hellfucking mercy on a fucking sinner like me, dammit

You should all go and take a look at your reflection and see, how horribe you really are.

Ah shit i needs to MEDITATE myself. But im OUT OF ALLOWANCE.
I have to find money for Friday night, i (hopefully) am going to see a gigs out of town.
I have to ask for money from the people that borrowed from me... Hmmmm

Ah well. What else to say.
I have a web design competition tomorrow. I have to arrive at around fucking six .M what the hell? does that mean i have to blast off right at 5 am? geez.
AH well hope that everything will go well tomorrow... I really want to come to that gig.

And uhm, ah well if im not going anywhere with my friends and boyfriend today, ill probably just go to olivia's house to watch some dvd with my friend angel.

ah im out

9:56 AM Edit This 0 Comments »
TODAY

MUST

BE

THE

WORSE

DAY

I

EVER

HAD

I Just Love Them :)

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Kate Faye Willing


She is my bestietietiee :D I just loves you and sometimes i think we belong togethers :D I want to move to your place! Ah no no your place sucks, mine too. so lets go somewhere we can wreck everything up! :D

You dont know how much you mean to me, whenever you down, you know that you can lean on me. No matter the situation girl I'm going to hold you down [:

Sharon Febe

YOURE MY BESTEST FRIEND :) Everyday is FUNNY with you. We laugh at almost EVERYthing :)

So I'll call you my best friend, through the good times and the bad ones, whether I lose or if I win i know one thing that never changes, and that's you as my friend! :)

Panos Neophytou



I just want you to remember that I love you not because youre cute or handsome or blaa blaa . I love your personality and it will never change [: We are going to meet one day and be room mates! I love you

When all hopes is gone, im here.. No matter how far you are, im near.. It makes no difference who you are... Im your angel [:


Tyrone Wertheim



I LOVE YOU <3 We should be together! You rocks my nights. I wants to be with youyouyou ]:

If you'll be my star, i'll be your sky, you can hide underneath me and come out at night, when I turn jet black, and you show off your light, I live to let you shine [:

Harries Auditya Hidayat



My cute cute friend ever <3 style="font-style: italic;">When the sun shines we'll shine together, told you i'll be here forever, said ill always be a friend, took an oath imma stick it out till the end

Sergio Osso



You know youre my bestfriend, and i know that i am your bestfriend, and it will always stay that way. Nothing can ever separate us. and age? FUCK IT theyre just numbers ;)

You were my strength when I was weak, You were my voice when I couldn't speak, You were my eyes when I couldn't see, You saw the best there was in me, Lifted me up when I couldn't reach, You gave me faith 'coz you believed, I'm everything I am Because you loved me


Dimas Valentino


We ROCK and we ROLL [:


Im torn between this life I lead and where I stand :(



Ade


I would wait forever [:

Fall on me, tell me everything you want me to be Forever its you, forever in me, ever the same

Call on me, and ill be there for you, and youll be there for me
Forever with you, forever in me


Ever the same


11:04 PM Edit This 0 Comments »
Sepertinya gue udah kebiasaan main

MAIN MAIN MAIIIN mulu kerjaan gue,,,

Tapi gue udah minta libur dulu seminggu ini, soalnya ada Ujian Blok Dua heeeeeh

No kidding, i miss him so much :(

Gue pokoknya mesti ketemu dia hari ini!!
Tapi gue ga bakal tau mau ngomongin apaan aja...

Gue tau dia ngarepin temen temennya buat pada nengokin dia.
Tapi ape dia seneng ya kalo gue dateng?

Soalnya udah dua kali nih gue kesitu...

Sebenernya UNFAIR banget

pas I fall for him dia malah masuk sel iiih MALES

:'(

Malem malem itu gue udah pengen banget ketemu ama dia... sampe rela nyamperin ke lapak gue...
:(

Tapi kalo menurut gue sih, dia suka sama orang lain :'(

But i would wait for him forever :)

I love you.

xx

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[Listening to: Bring Me The Horizon - Chelsea Smile]

FINALLY ujian of the day is FINITO.

Jadi gini. The plan was supposed to be like this.

Gue ke warnet kan kemaren abis pulang dari rumah orang :P
Gue maen lima jem tuh. Rencananya abis pulang gue mau belajar Sosiologi, TIK ama sejarah. Udah niat banget deh

Tapi mengapa saat gue nyampe di rumah jadinya MALAY?

Trus malah jadinya gue dengerin lagu ampe sejeman
Trus gue berpikir untuk kerumah si pia mau minjem buku paket sejarah... Gue kesana deh, sekalian bawa laptop mau masukin poto poto gue.

Disana gue beli baso jadinya -__- trus malah ngobrol ngobrol ampe jam 10! Ga krasa banget!!

BUT DEEP INSIDE OF ME gue sadar mesti blajar juga, akhirnya gue pulang.
Pulang karena merasa panas dan badan lengket abis ga mandi seharian, gue mandi dulu deeeh....

Abis mandi gue nyuruh adek gue bikin kopi, biar ga ngatuk gituuu. Gue udah niat banget kan... -__-

GUE TERGODA MULU AMA INTERNET!!

Tapi akhirnya gue sampe di suatu titik dimana gue membaca pengantar sosiologi.

BARU BACA KIRA KIRA SEPULUH MENIT

Gue: (ngantuk) "Lip, lima menit kemudian bangunin gue..."

(Lima menit kemudian)

Lipni: "Mehhh udah lima menit tuuh"

Gue: "Ntar ahh"

KETERUSAN TIDUR!!!

bangun jam stengah dua. UDAH NGANTUK BANGET males banget blajar. Rencana jahat mulai muncul.. Gue udah planning besok mau ngebet aja.

Gue bilang lah ma lipni

"Lip, jam stengah lima bangunin gue," (rencananya gue mau bikin kebetan)

Pukul 4.30

Lipni: "mehh udah jam stngah lima"

Gue: "..."

Trus jam 5 bokap bangunin, buat doa pagi... ABis itu tidur lagi -__-

AKHIRNYA GUE GA BLAJAR SAMA SEKALI!
Kacauuu padahal pelajaran jurusan dua!!!

Akhirnya gue nulis kebetan di M01A
:P

Tapi entah mengapa i think im doing alright today Hahaha.

Semuanya bisa gue

Sosiologi :Kebetan made by She Mei
TIK: Kebetan made by Sharon
Sejarah: Kebetan made by tata.

[Listening to: Rob Thomas - Ever The Same]

:D

yeeee

(seneng lagi gue, bego dasar.)

Hmm besok ujiannya rada ringan, Agama, Bahasa Inggris, sama PenjasROKES
:D

Haha kalo dipikir pikir bener juga kata si Upi tadi..

Zaman sekarang mah, ke sekolah bukan nyari ilmu
Ke sekolah buat nyari nilai, lulus doang :P


Hmm pengen makan apel .__.

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This is for you A, Ifly
We were drawn from the weeds

We were brave like soldiers

Falling down under the pale moonlight

You were holding to me

Like a someone broken

And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now


Just let me hold you while you're falling apart

Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down


We would stand in the wind

We were free like water

Flowing down

Under the warmth of the sun

Now it's cold and we're scared

And we've both been shaken

Hey, look at us

Man, this doesn't need to be the end


Just let me hold you while you're falling apart

Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down


Fall on me

tell me everything you want me to be

Forever with you

Forever in me

Ever the same

Call on me

I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me

Forever it's you

Forever in me

Ever the same


You may need me there

To carry all your weight

But you're no burden I assure

You tide me over

With a warmth I'll not forget

But I can only give you love

I would sing this to you, forever. :)




Aaah

2:26 AM Edit This 0 Comments »
Hoaaaahh gilaaa pusing gue!!

Oke oke besok UJIANBLOK2!

UB 1 gue = DISASTER, malah remed banyak gue ga ikut

Meaning: UB2 gue harus bagus...

Gue begadang aja ah belajar. Gokil besok ulangannya. Sosiologi, TIK, sama Sejarah. Hafalan semua... ! -_-

Aduh tiba tiba kok di pikiran gue sekarang kerang ijonya Mammi Presto di Sumur Batu sih??
Terakhir kali gue makan kerang ijo tuh waktu SD, dan menurut gue kerang ijo yang gue makan tuh sangat menJIJIKan

Well, trus gue diajak Fuad ma Valen makan disitu . Karena gue pikir ga bakal enak, gue beli dah tuh Sate Padang Pariaman deket situ juga. NYEEH ga enak. Kuahnya kekentelah diih

Trus gue makan kan, gue disuruh nyoba. ENYAK! Haha doyan gue! Enak banget ga boong gue.
Tapi gue ga suka kalo saos kecapnya itu dicampur sama nanas.
Mantep dah pokoknya gue jadi ngidam kan tuhh -__-

Sekarang gue lagi denger Ever The Same-nya Rob Thomas. Jadi inget masa masa SMP dehh :D
Lagunya so sweeet HAHA :D Musiknya itu lohh. :D

WOW akhir akhir ini gue lagi gila sama Chapter Fournya A7X sama Knives and Pensnya BVB.
I wish i can play guitar like Syn and Chris!:(

Oh yeahh I THINK THAT BROKENCYDE IS FUCKING GAY

Gay music, seriously lol I dont know. Gue ga suka sama sekali... Mendingan gue denger 3OH!3. Brokencyde tuh kerasa kayak boyband boyband gay jaman batu bagi gue -__-

Lebih baik denger BMTH kaan :D Itu ga ada matinya.

AH musik mulu pikiran gue! Perasaan kalo lirik cepet banget apal! Giliran sosiologi aja, satu kalimat satu jam hahaha. Ga gitu juga sih gue aja drama queen.

Pokoknya intinya gue tuh ga bisa banget ngapal. NIH berhubung gue mau ambil dekave, kalo SEANDAINYA gue bisa milih kelas apaan aja yang diambil di sekolah gue bakal pilih:

BAHASA INGGRIS
itu emang penting banget.

BAHASA INDONESIA
biar tau cara berbahasa indonesia yang baek dan benar. kan malu kalo disuruh bikin surat pengantar ato apaan trus gabisa?

T.I.K
semua tau kalo komputer itu penting

MATEMATIKA
gue ga munafik kalo gue benci matematika. Tapi gue sadar banget kalo matematika tuh penting :(

SENI RUPA
yaiyalaah

PENJASKES
biar seengganya gue masih ada olahraga olahraganya :D soalnya gue ga pernah olahraga..

PKN
biar gue tambah ngerti soal demokrasi, yang prakteknya kosong di Indonesia ini.


IFONLY di Boedoet ada pelajaran seni musik, gue bakal ambil juga. Tapi gue males yang nyanyinyanyi. Gue pengen belajar instrument.. GITAR!

Hmm....

Well...
Just CANTWAIT until lulus dan cepet cepet kuliah :)

Soalnya selama di sekolah gue diajarin tentang hal yang GUE GA MAU TAU.. Jujur aja, I DONT FUCKING CARE kalo Indonesia tuh dulu kesulitan ekonomi pas baru abis merdeka.

Well i know kalo gue bangor banget but thats me -__-

ATM gue stress neh 3.3

Mengapakah harus UB 2 besok
:'(

BUNGA MERIAM

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Okay!

B U N G A M E R I A M

Genre: Punk Rock

Vocalist(s)
Meicore

Ibar

Lead Guitar
Scumbag

Rythm
Djengkol

Bass
(PHOTO ON PROGRESS ;D)
Centong

Drums
Bangsat

SONGS

PUNK BERKATA

LAWAN

PEMBODOHAN

NEGERIKU INDONESIA

SALING MEMBENCI

DEMOKRASI MELAWAN KORUPSI

MASA DEPAN

BANGSA TERJAJAH



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I finally told him how I feel about him

but, lol as usual it never works.

hopefully he get what he always wanted.

im preparing myself for the greatest pain in my life.

please god keep me strong

7:33 AM Edit This 0 Comments »
arrrr kimora has anemia
shes on medication, hopefully she will get better soon :D
finally the net is on
yay
and still, my laptop is infected by nita worm.
stupid virus.

oh yeha i told my crush i like him
and he has a gf

god. lol

who cares haha

nananna (8)

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Your Open Question

Puppy dont want to eat her food?

my 7 weeks old shih tzu dont like eating her food. right now i mix her kibble with puppy formula. she only sniff it and then walk away. but if i bring her to my friends house and eat with her brother (my friend have the same puppy) she eat like the hungriest dog. my friend feed her puppy rice+fish+kibble+warm water. i tried to give her at home and she seem love fishes. but i dont want to give her fish, so i continue give her kibble and formula, but she only drink the formula :( .

plus. she is not as playful as my friends puppy. my friends puppy play almost all day, but she sleeps almost all day
  • 39 minutes ago
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ANSWERS

Aleshi's Chi

She may be sick. Take her & have her checked out. Also, she's too young to be sold, but that's a moot point. She may not have been taught to eat solid food. Try softening her food with warm water & mash it up til it's thin. If she eats that, then gradually decrease the amount of water you add.
  • 41 minutes ago
Messykatey

Your puppy got sold or given to you at too young of an age, which means the person who you got her from doesn't know what they're doing. For a puppy this tiny, you can't mess around too much and if she's sleeping she could be sick.

She needs a vet quickly. She's just too tiny. It's good that she's eating the formula, but she shouldn't be sleeping so much, so please get her to a vet before something really bad happens.
  • 40 minutes ago
layal

sounds as tho she is sick i would take her vets right away
  • 37 minutes ago
Milacutie

maybe she got bored of the same taste and you should change it if that doesn't work then she might be sick?!
  • 16 minutes ago
SHE JUST ATE HER FOOD!

IM GOING TO TAKE HER TO OLIVIAS HOUSE SO SHE CAN PLAY WITH MIKO!

I'm crazy of this song

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Boats and Birds

If you be my star, I'll be your sky
You can hide underneath me and come out at night
When I turn jet black, and you show off your light
I live to make you shine
I live to make you shine

You can sky rocket away from me
And never come back if you find another galaxy
Far from here where the beaches are wide
Just leave me your stardust to remember you by

If you be my boat, I'll be your sea
The depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity
Ebbing, and flowing, and pushed by a breeze
I live to let you free
I live to let you free

You can set sail to the west if you want to
And pass the horizon till I can't even see you
Far from here when the beaches are wide
Just leave me your wake to remember you by

To me it is about loving someone so much that you would do anything to support them, and you just want them to be happy even if it means they are far away from you....and I thought of it in the romantic sense, but after reading what Meredith said it is about, I feel like it could still fit, in the sense that it's a parent who just loves their kid and will do anything to help them out and they really just want them to be happy.

No matter how you interpret it, it's a really sweet song ♥

adamanteve - songmeanings.com

FACEinHOLE

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Create your own FACEinHOLE

10:29 PM Edit This 0 Comments »

okay guys heres the deal:

I DO NOT CHEAT DURING THE EXAMS

well maybe once or two, but i usually dont.

and its making me so mad angry when i found out i have to follow next revision, while my cheating friends dont have to.

okay, but whatever. all i gotta do right now is maximalize and just study study study.

tbh* i know alot of study tricks and tips but somehow i think if i dont do it from the beginning then it would be a damn waste. you know what i mean right?

like,,  i found out how to decorate cake perfectly, meanwhile im half way decorating.

i feel like, heck i will do the perfect decoration next year.

and the revision is in like idk, few days, next week.

and from this awesome cool book i read, How to Study by Ron Fry, it is impossible to study in last minutes like this.

]=

but i will hekin try aaaaaa

what if i get FLUNKED in this grade GAWD im so dead

like right now, i am studying citizenship education. about international relations. this subject is sooo annoying because dang there are loads to remember and aggf i dont think i can remember it all grrr

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