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I am a person thats really concerned about the animals. I love animals, and I care about them alot. Now, heres the "history" why did I change on to that.

On last year's Chinese New Year, I went to my late mom's house for, you know, family visit. She is an animal lover, especially dogs. Last time I went to visit them, she has few dogs. Almost all are mixed breed. On my last visit before the Chinese New Year, she wanted to give me this little puppy. I think it's a mix, Chihuahua and hound dog. Obviously I didn't take her, because I have no idea how to care small dogs like that. Anyway, one of her dog, Scooby Doo (His name was Scooby Doo, because when I was like, 7 or 8, I want to keep him, but my mom said I cannot so, she asked me to name him for her. I said, Scooby Doo. :P) WAS KILLED. SOME OF THEIR MEAN NEIGHBOR POISONED HIM. WTF?? He is just a dog for God sakes.

Ok, I came there and I discovered that she has a new dog. Bobo, the Golden Retriever. Wow. Bobo sure is a friendly one. VERY FRIENDLY in fact :D He is a WOW dog. Very amazing dog. Haha. I mean like, he is so friendly, and BIG :D I like his color. He was 6 months old. He loves to play, and he like me and my siblings. Well, my mom's aunt asked me if I want to have his baby later on, and I said YES YES I WANT TO.

Since then, I develop my affection for animals. I first did a research about Golden Retriever, and then starting slowly expand to all dogs, and then I kinda look for all animals. They are all amazing creatures. I love how, I don't know I love everything about animals. They have personalities, and they are just so lovely, and I love how they bond to nature and people.

Then I pet 2 ducklings, Sandy, and (R.I.P) Mandy. I lost Mandy because a cat got her. I tried to run after the cat but I couldn't catch it. I will never forgive myself to that.

Now Sandy is 1 month old. This afternoon I will get him a company. He is not a pekin duck. I don't know what breed he is, but he is yellow and brown with pink (and long) bill and orange legs. If you guys have any idea what breed he is, please let me know. I think I will get him a Pekin girl ;)

Lately I have been thinking. I want a Golden Retriever puppy. I am thinking about the dog's needs. Golden Retriever, (in fact, all puppies) needs alot affection from their human companion. I have no problem about "losing my quality time" with my school mates, because I don't hang out much. The problem is, I am still a student. The school, ridiculously starts at 6.30 AM and finishes at 3 PM. That means, that it's impossible for me to spend a quality times with my puppy. The puppy will be sad, and it will be destructive. What if he is stressing? and what if he is mentally abused because he don't get enough attention?

I asked a question on Yahoo! Answers, and someone said that it won't be very wise to keep a Golden Retriever on my age. I am still 16, I have commited to school and education, and maybe, I will move out of my house this June. Then it won't be a very good decision to keep a dog, because I'm not pretty sure of there is alot of kost that will let us to have a pet. Also, my parents are a little bit sensitive when it comes to pet. They don't like animals. They like EATING them. Especially dad is "afraid" and "obey" his wife too much. That is so annoying.

So I guess it means that it is not a very good idea to pet a dog for now (even though I have been dying wanting to keep one, I even research for their foods, care, and toys, etc. I mean, why would pet a dog if in it will be just a nightmare for the dog?

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I want a puppy...

But the situation won't let me ]:

God please give me strength to not to be "moved" when I see them pretty innocent eyes.