M E I C O R E

Because of the situation, I will move later after I got my own ID card and finished with 11th grade.

Lots of people say like, wtf are you thinking? You are a 16 years old kid, you can't survive by yourself?!

Well, I have reasons why would I want to move out...

I cannot stand living with my dad's wife

I cannot stand living with dad's wife cooking. Also she always cook FISH and CHICKEN, and it taste gross

I hate how my dad pretend like he care about Sandy, and showing his HATE to my Sandy when his wife around

I cannot stand living in a place where my own dad being yelled at and everything, and he just keep silence like a stupid rat

I cannot stand living in a place where my sister and brother being yelled at by someone that don't even know us (in this case, dad's wife)

I cannot stand living in a place where your dad is kind to you but act like a f****ng jerk when his wife is around

I hate how dad's wife act like we really need her, like we are all poor dogs without her

I hate how my dad took my money (sometimes)

I hate my dad's wife

I don't need her.

I miss my mom

She used to sing for me before bed

Sometimes she lost it and hit me but she always apologise to me in the end

She was the greatest cook this world ever had

She would buy me everything I need

She would buy or make me cookies and sweets

She would ask me if I feel bad

She would teach me how to bake a cake

She would take me and my siblings out

She would ask me if I have eaten or no in a day

She would care about me

She would love me

I wish my mom didn't have to die

So what if she cheated with another guy and died of delivery?

She LOVED and CARED about me and my siblings.

For all of you, that thinks that I cannot survive out there without my parent (dad). I can.

Why?

Because even when I am living in his house, he don't care about me at all.

Everything in the house was all about HIM and his wife.

I miss my mom.

I love her.

I miss my late mom's mom, my late mom's brother.

I don't really like my dad's family, like his father or his mother.

They don't care about me at all.

I miss my mom. Really.